I love that I can connect with someone mentally and spiritually. Like we can talk for hours, about nothing and enjoy every minute of it. we can enjoy silence together, and the slight sound of each others breathing is so comforting. when I have to sometimes still look away when we make eye contact because he gives me nervous butterflies. I can lay in bed, and just the thought of him makes me smile. 

Thank you

Thank you for teaching me endless things during and after our relationship. Thank you for teaching me to love. Thank you for teaching me how to care. Thank you for teaching me on how to use my creative side on the times I wanted to surprise you. Thank you for making me happy. Thank you for showing me what it’s like to have the world. But I’d also like to thank you for breaking me. Thank you for tearing me down. Thank you for teaching me on how to put my wall back up and make it that much stronger. Thank you for teaching me to not to trust again. Thank you for telling me that I’m just not enough. Thank you for telling me that you can’t handle me. Thank you for telling me I’m not the one because your heart was never here, it’s always been there. Thank you for teaching me to not fall but to prevent myself from being hurt. Thank you, for all that you’ve done for you. Thank you for showing me both the rights and wrongs of this miserable world. 

Honesty

I love unmade beds. I love when people are drunk and crying and cannot be anything but honest in that moment. I love the look in people’s eyes when they realize they’re in love. I love the way people look when they first wake up and they’ve forgotten their surroundings. I love the gasp people take when their favorite character dies. I love when people close their eyes and drift to somewhere in the clouds. I fall in love with people and their honest moments all the time. I fall in love with their breakdowns and their smeared makeup and their daydreams. Honesty is just too beautiful to ever put into words.